Dreamland

For me, it always feels a little strange to describe exactly what a piece is “about.” I find myself catching inspiration for a new composition in a number of different places—in isolated specific influences or unique musical sources—and somehow, after working with all the odds-and-ends loosely, they all manage to come together under some common thread. For this piece, the thread, simply, is dreams.

The opening few bars quotes one of my favorite contemporary artists/songwriters, Gary Wilson. The musical quotation is borrowed from the opening track, A Very Small Town, to Wilson’s album, Mary Had Brown Hair (which is coincidentally reminiscent of the children’s song that begins, “Are you sleeping? Are you sleeping?”). Over the last 30 years of his work, dreams have become a common theme for Wilson, too—a way for him to revisit and relive the magical (and the painful) memories from his youth. For Gary, walking into his own dreams is a dose of a nostalgia.

In the section that follows, I quote my own past: a never-before performed choral work called Echo that I composed just after my high school graduation. The saxophone section sings this new idea in the tradition of a four-part choral setting. The text that inspires the passage, borrowed from the 19th century poet, Christina Rossetti, describes dreams as a place to visit with those in the speaker’s life who have passed away—a place where these spirits might “come back in dreams.”

While both of these influences are beautiful in a darkly romantic way, I thrive on the energy of being a night person—so much so that the idea that sleep is an inevitable force haunts me a little bit. My own insomnia juxtaposed with the more traditional lyricism of these other influences is what ultimately defines the musical landscape. Perhaps to best summarize these thoughts, I will quote my own past, again:

To Bed (2008)
box spring
time machine
ugliness must exile from
this queen-sized executioner
neurons fire
inspired missiles
temporal warfare that
most mornings don’t remember
this quiet
kills with comfort
a customary comatose
each night must surrender

Dreamland was commissioned by The Consortium for the Advancement of Wind Band Literature organized by Jim Kull at St. Charles East High School in St. Charles, Illinois.